September 28, 2010

oh,in a heartbeat.

you are the past,you are yesterday,im living in today, and tomorrow.

im sick of dreaming about you,so get out of my head.

i never wanted anything from you except everything you had and what was left after that too

here i am a rabbit-hearted girl frozen in the headlights

just dont lie to me and i love you so much im going to let you kill me

the saints can’t help me now the ropes have been unbound

no more dreaming of the dead, as if the dead itself was undone no more calling like a crow for a boy for a body in the garden

i slipped my hand under her skirt i said dont worry its not going to hurt

it was released the breath that passed from you to me flew between us as we slept that slipped from your mouth into mine it crept

but as the water filled my mouth it couldnt wash the echoes out

and in the dark i can hear your heartbeat i tried to find the sound.but then it stopped and i was in the darkness so darkness i became

hes made one for himself and one for me too and one of these days he’ll make one for you

my heart

September 7, 2010

is so fucking restless.

WILL THIS BENEFIT ME?

September 7, 2010

I wanna ask you : Do you ever sit and wonder,
It’s so strange
That we could be together for
So long, and never know, never care
What goes on in the other one’s head?
Things I’ve felt but I’ve never said
You said things that I never said
So I’ll say something that I should have said long ago

(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all
(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all (at all)

You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin
Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me)
Any face that you wanted me
To be seen we’re damned by the existential moment where
We saw the couple in the coma and
It was we were the cliché,
But we carried on anyway.

So, sure, I could just close my eyes.
Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,
But can you go back once you know
(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all
(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all (at all)

(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all
(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me

If I’m the person that you think I am
Clueless chump you seem to think I am
So easily led astray,
An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then
Why the f@#k would you want me back?!
Maybe it’s because

You don’t know me at all

(You don’t know me, you don’t know me)

So, what I’m trying to say is
What (What?)
I’m trying to tell you
It’s not gonna come out like I wanna say it cause I know you’ll only change it.
(Say it.)
(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all
(You don’t know me)
You don’t know me at all (at all)

at my windowsill.

August 18, 2010

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